Hello everyone, After what happened, I just had to take a breather for the last couple of weeks. I was planning to write about the tragic deaths of Philando Castile and Alton Sterling but then the police shooting happened, the situation in Turkey got out of control, a man drove through a crowd of people in Nice and people in Germany are being killed... So yeah. All the events made me kind of think about every thing I could do to stop those things from happening. Let me tell you that my train of thought took a pretty negative turn.
How are you doing? I don't have any words to describe my feelings except for 'Mehhh'. I have no idea what is going on with me, but sometimes I don't feel like talking to anyone, I'll just stay in my room and just be a loner and I can be very irritable (no guys, I am not pms-ing). I just want to be somewhere where it is as silent as it can get. This mood of mine can last for a veeery long time, unfortunately and I'll wallow in my feelings and try to understand where they came from. And let me tell you, it is immensely tiring...
Yep, I am that girl who quotes tv-shows. "There comes a point where it all becomes too much. When we get too tired to fight anymore. So we give up. That’s when real work begins. To find hope where there seems to be absolutely none at all".- Christina Yang
